We’ll Take Care of That

Ginna Jackson was walking home from the corner store. The time was nine thirty AM. She had gone to pick up milk which she forgot to pick up the night before. Her two daughters were waiting anxiously for their cereal. The block was mostly dead, which made this her favorite time of the day. All the hooting and hollering had stopped, because all the noise makers were passed out, mostly.

From across the street came a man passing Ginna, he pulled up his zipper and have her a big grin. Ginna was a young mother, twenty-three with two kids, but had a figure that still turned heads. Never the right heads, always the head’s of some two bit punks that thought they were Fifty-Cent. Last week at the store, one of them smiled at her with a silver tooth (most likely couldn’t afford gold, but wanted the look anyway), and said how’d you like ta get sum gangsta nuts? This was usually the caliber of men she encountered in her neighborhood, or hood rather.

Ginna rolled her eyes as she walked by and went inside, where her babies sat at the table with bowls of cereal but no milk. Their little faces lit up like Christmas. Shanise was three and Rosa was six. They all lived with Ginna’s mother, poor as shit, but the only family on the block not on any public assistance. There were plenty of families in the area not on assistance, but Ginna happen to be the only one on hers. She worked two jobs; a part time c.n.a. and receptionist at the local planned parent hood. She wasn’t sure which job she hated more. Probably the receptionist job, because she had to deal with all the people in her hood she did not care for. People she tried to stay away from. Ginna never felt like big things were in her future, but she finished high school. Finishing school was more than a lot of other people did.

She poured the milk into babies bowls and they chomped down those lucky charms like a school of fish at feeding time. Their faces were wide with smiles, even while they were chewing. With neither of their fathers in their life, Ginna felt she was doing a great job with them. Rosa could read well and Shanise was learning her alphabet and speaking in whole sentences. They were good-natured and not bratty like her friends kids.

Ginna Jackson looked up at her mother, “Momma I got to go. I can’t be late. You know how they be acting up if I’m late. I’ll be back at around six.” She kissed her babies good buy and headed out the door to for the bus stop.

As she walked out Dean Simmons from across the street yelled at her, “Yo, bitch when you gonna come over here. I’ll make a spot for you any time!”

A chill went up Ginna’s spine. It did every time one of them from across the street said anything to her. But she didn’t even give him so much as a glance, flinch, or eye roll. Simply tried to pretend that he didn’t exist. That is what everyone on the block did, tried to pretend that Dean Simmons and his friends didn’t exist. And soon, they wouldn’t.

Dean scratched his nuts with his hand inside his pants while pulling a drag on his cigarette. He smoked newports, a luxury others didn’t enjoy at ten dollars a pack. He looked up and down the block, still hung over like he was every morning. He sat on the stoop for ten of fifteen minutes until his cigarette was finished. Next he went inside and grabbed a forty ounce out of the fridge. It was never too early to get his drink on. The living room was filled with about five men sleeping where ever they landed. Guns laid on the table and the floor, weed and booze spread over the table as well. Dean hated when they fell asleep with their guns out, loaded. Perfect targets, he thought. Even though there was always at least one person awake in the house. The look out. Dean was just starting his shift, he tugged at the pistol tucked at his back making sure it was secure.

He went upstairs to do a room check. The house had four rooms in the upstairs, once they connected the duplex. He opened each room to take a look in. There were two or three beds in each room, young women were passed out in them. Except for Tina, who lay half awake with tears in her eyes. She just took care of their early morning customer.

Back outside on the stoop, nothing was happening. The day time was always slow. Dean sat quietly for three hours, drinking and smoking, before a man came strolling along. He was fairly new, only came two times before. Never in the morning. He got a reference from a regular, said they were cousins. No strangers were allowed at this brothel, the risk was too high. Although everyone knew exactly what they were, but never would say so due to fear, only referred costumers who were checked out could come inside.

“You remember the rules. Don’t fucking talk to no body when you walk through the house, don’t look at anything, don’t touch nothing. You go where I put you, you do your thing, an’ you leave quietly.” Dean didn’t bother adding a, you understand? He knew he was clear. The man looked jittery, probably a base head.

Dean led him through the house, watching him closely. At the steps he searched him for a wire or any surveillance. He never searched them outside because that would be a big sign to the law; illegal activity inside. And if he had a wire, he would never make it out alive. No devices found, so he got to come upstairs. Dean opened the first door, took the mans money, then kicked one the girls to wake up.

The girl flinched and made a squeak as she came out of her drug induced slumber. The other girls woke up, but just opened their eyes and shut them again. They didn’t want to be awake to watch. Dean pointed the girl as to say, that’s your girl, then he walked down stairs.

Six thirty, Ginna was just strolling down the street, coming home from work. She looked across the street to catch some kind of commotion. At night things always livened up. More and more men poured into, The House, as the neighborhood called it. Not all costumers, or rapist rather, but many were gangsters. They occupied that house like a strong hold. Ginna suspected they kept drug money as well as girls there. Both were things that needed to be well hidden. They accomplished this by brute force and fear. Ginna had watched enough to know there were around ten men in that house “working” every night. They sent the message regularly that they were not be to crossed. It looked like that message was being sent again.

Dean was harassing another passer-byer. A man this time. “Hey. Hey. George. Why you walk by lookin’ at me like dat? I know you fuck hoes. I seen you at the club getting your shit sucked in bathroom.”

George, who lived down the street a ways, replied loudly. “Cause those girls ain’t no fuckin’ hookers you got in there! They’re prisoners and everyone fuckin’ knows it! I pay for sex, but I ain’t no fuckin’ rape-o. Some one will stand up to you. You gonna get yours.”

Ginna stopped cold in her tracks when she heard George respond. She never liked him a whole lot, but she whole-heartedly wished he hadn’t have said that. She winced as she watched.

Dean did not even bother responding to his flagrant defiance. He simply pulled out his silenced pistol and put three bullets in his chest. Immediately three other men on the porch got up to retrieve the body. Dean and the men quickly grabbed Georges body and dragged it away to the garage.

Ginna double timed it inside. This was exactly why no one would ever speak up or testify against any of them. They killed so quickly and so thoughtlessly, no one would be surprised if they killed several people to keep them from talking. The reality was now, that everyone on the block that was not a criminal, was just too damned poor to move anywhere else. They were also prisoners of their own neighborhood.

Two hours later Ginna had put the girls to bed. She sat out on the porch with her mother while they both smoked cigarettes. Across the street, three men including Dean, sat on their porch drinking beers and talking shit. Just seeing them made Ginna sick to her stomach. She tried her best to ignore them, but how did someone ignore a presence like that. Ginna’s mother knitted as they talked about her day and how work was. Ginna loved to gossip. It was her only pass-time, besides taking care of her babies. The night was lit up well with the moon and the stars surprisingly for the inner city. She and her mother were the only ones outside besides the thugs across the street. She didn’t come out often, no one did, everyone was too scared. Stay inside and don’t make waves was the way to survive.

Out of the blue a man came walking down the street. He was almost in front of the house before Ginna noticed him. A white man at that. Ginna wrote him off as a “costumer” for across the street. But he didn’t cross the street. He had a shaved head and wore a long black dress coat. It was a tad chilly, but not quite cold enough for a dress coat. She was really shocked, when he stopped in front of their steps. Standing in front of her, the man was a brute. He had to be at least 6’5”.

The man had a overly calm look on his face. Like he was in another world. Ginna was suddenly very afraid. “Hello,” the man said in a even and serene voice. Surprisingly soft for such a big man.

She looked at him queerly and said “Hello?”

“You ladies enjoying this brisk night air?”

Ginna was beyond confused. This strange man comes out of nowhere, into a neighborhood that is known for chasing white people, who aren’t buying drugs or pussy, out in a hurry, and strikes up chit-chat? What the hell was going on? Please lord, don’t let him be one of them crazies. Or a crack head, dear god, I put up with enough. What is this man doin’ in front of me? “Yeeaa. We are,” Ginna spoke slowly, uneasy. “I’m sorry, can I he-” Ginna was interrupted by Rosa banging on the screen door behind her. That child never stayed asleep. She always woke up and wanted to come down stairs. Ginna wished it wouldn’t have been now. Rosa came outside before Ginna could tell her to get back to bed.

“Hi. Who are you?” Rosa was surprisingly outgoing. Children were usually good judges of character, and Rosa did not seem scared of this man. Although his appearance was anything but warm and fuzzy.

The man smiled wide, but somehow it seemed empty. Not that it was insincere, more that there was really no happiness in the man. “I don’t have a name. But you can think of me as a friend.”

“Okay, what do you want? Why are you talking-” Ginna was cut off again, this time by the man holding his finger to his lips, making a shhh sound. “Who are you,” she asked in a quieter tone.

Rosa spoke up before he could answer, “are you one of the bad men from across the street.” She put on a sad face. Even a child knew, from the way her mother reacted to them.

“No. You don’t like those men do you?” The man put his hands in his coat pocket, he seemed to almost relax a little. Rosa shook her head no. “Well, you don’t have to worry any more. Me and my friends are going to take care of them.” He smiled another dull empty smile. He stood straighter, widening his shoulders causing his coat to draw back just a little. Ginna caught the gleam of a large rifle hanging from his shoulder, under his coat.

“Are you a cop?”

“No, miss. Look, you have about two minutes to go inside and get to a safe place okay. Preferably upstairs.”

Ginna didn’t like the sound of that, but at the same time she did not feel like he was threatening her. She did not ask anymore questions. She helped her mother up to her feet and picked up Rosa, who waved to the man over Ginna’s shoulder, and went inside and up the stairs. All four of them sat in the children’s room together.

The mysterious man turned around and started walking across the street. Ginna watched out the window upstairs, she made the girls sit on the bed at the other side of the room. He strolled slow but confident still with his hands in his pockets. He never slowed or stopped.

Before he was half way across the street, Dean and his associates were up off the porch threatening him. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing? You in the wrong place whitey.” There was no response. “You got a problem. You lookin’ for trouble?” Dean raised his gun and the three others followed. Before the white man reached the side walk, Dean and his friends dropped to the ground like rag dolls. Each one jerked at the head, like it was almost torn off. Courtesy of a sniper down the block, which didn’t make so much as a whisper.

The man in the black coat pulled the pins out of two grenades and chucked them through the windows. Throwing his coat back, he shouldered a large black fully automatic SCAR-L rifle. A few thugs busted out the front door in response to the grenades, but the mystery man opened fire and mowed them down like grass as they stepped out.

The grenades went off with a boom that was deafening. Ginny never knew the damned things were so loud. The windows burst outward, the whole house trembled, the vibration could be felt across the street. Car alarms went off from the shock, there was screaming and yelling. Some from the men who were blown up, and some from the neighborhood that was scared half to death. Ginna watched intently out the window.

The mystery man let his rifle swing back underneath his coat and pulled out two pistols as he entered the house. Two other men dressed in black that Ginna could not see had already busted in the back entrance, and killed both, those that tried to escape out the back and the ones that hadn’t quite died. The scene was brutal. Five men in bloody scattered pieces all over the house. The house itself was blazing in fire now, they did not have much time.

The mystery men let the other two upstairs. They busted in each room, putting a bullet in every man they found. The girls were screaming and crying, huddled up in the corners. Some however were far too drugged up to leave their beds, no matter how scared they were. The mystery man that lead the attack lead all the girls that could walk outside to the front. A black Acura had pulled up out front and met him with black robes. The girls didn’t have much on, but raggedy shorts and tank tops. The other two men carried the ones that could walk. Once all of them were outside, they gave the women robes to wear, bottled water, a bag of cereal bars. This was really just a courtesy, none of which were major necessities. The ambulances and police would be forced to come to the scene. Before anyone, including the girls they just freed, could ask them any questions; they drove off in the Acura. Leaving behind them the house in flames and close to twenty dead men.

It was only moments after they left, that the street was filled with sirens. Police, ambulances, T.V. Reporters that would never normally come to that neighborhood for a story. The girls who came out of the house were too relieved to even care what had just happened. The bottom line was, they were free.

Ginna thought back, that black car had been parked down the street since that morning. But she could not recall ever seeing who parked it. She certainly never saw the man that had talked to her. She was certain she would never again. It all happened too fast. Never would she have believed, if someone told her that all the scumbags terrorizing the neighborhood would be wiped out inside five minutes, not in a million years. She didn’t think the police could have done it better. That is, the police would never be authorized to blow people up with grenades, so there was an advantage. But just like that, her neighborhood would be changed forever. And the honest to god’s truth was, she didn’t feel a feather’s weight of sadness or angst over all those deaths. She was actually happy, as if she had been saved right along with those poor girls.

Later a news report would feature a local man’s retelling of the events.

“They was just like the real live Boondock Saints, man. They lit them niggas up! You seen that movie? The one where the Irish dudes go around killin’ the mobsta’s. And they all like, bang bang, pow, boom! It was JUST like that. That shit was gansta!”

Happy Birthday! :)

harbsheart:

As you are 27, I will now list off 27 wonderful things I love about you!

  1. YOU
  2. Your smile
  3. Your voice
  4. The way you say babe when you pick up the phone
  5. Your laugh
  6. How sweet you are
  7. How sexy you are
  8. How smart you are
  9. Your creativity
  10. Your poetry
  11. Your heart
  12. Your style
  13. How loving you are
  14. Your creative stories
  15. How open you are with me
  16. Your goatee!
  17. The way you stroke your goatee
  18. The look on your face when you are concentrating
  19. How you can always make me laugh
  20. How you can make me feel so much better when I am sad
  21. Your jokes that you tell me!
  22. How you can kick my butt on xbox
  23. The fact that your a family man
  24. Your eyes. They are so pretty!
  25. How from the moment we started talking, we haven’t gone a day with out talking.
  26. You sexy face! ;)
  27. And finally, how amazingly wonderful you are inside and out!

You are so amazing! I am so lucky that you are my boyfriend! <3

Twenty-Seven

There were Twenty-Seven fires on the altar, around a boiling crater. In front of a line of Twenty-Seven virgins, dressed in hoods and gold necklaces. Each virgin held a dagger with both hands, fixed in a trance. An audience of death cloaked viewers, sat in Twenty-Seven rows. A priest, who had traveled around the sun Twenty-Seven times, held the coveted text from the spirit world. The words rolled off his lips in an ancient language, mesmerizing the cloak covered skeletons. Together they chanted while the priest hand painted the Twenty-Seven virgins. Blood smeared insignias covered their supple breasts. Fires blazed and the chanting grew, the bone hands waved in the air. When the chanting ended, Twenty-Seven daggers plunged into Twenty-Seven virgins. Out of the blood boiling crevice in the center of the altar, arose a baby. The priest reached in, scalding his own hands down to bone, and embraced the baby boy. The baby boy, born of the blood of Twenty-Seven virgins.   

Being With You

The light tremble of your body

Quivering beneath mine

Tells me all your secrets

Without saying a word

The gentle breath exhaled

Accompanied by audible pleasure

Whispers sweet lullabies in our embrace

I see into you 

And you see beyond me

You see the celestial lights

Scattered across my ceiling

With every sensual exhale

The Universe becomes clearer

While your eyes seemed fixed

In a transient state

I see into your heart 

And feel it beating through

Your bosom 

This naked communication

Brings us together

Breathing, thinking, panting

As one

Life as a Space Marine- Sentry Duty

Marine 2534 took a deep breath in the air lock before putting on his helmet. He did not have to hold his breath, there was a compressed air tank on his back. 2534 did not like breathing in his suit. No matter how great the scientist claimed to make them, breathing always felt labored. The jet black mask, which he had painted his ID number on the forehead of, clicked once in place. That click was a life saver, literally. He knew a private in the academy that didn’t hear that click. That poor sucker exploded in seconds once the doors opened. 2534 had been floating five feet away from him when the blood bubbles filling the inside of his helmet and started flowing out in slow motion. After that day, that click was the most important part of the day.

The air lock chamber opened and 2534 started floating out slowly, he held on to the edge and swung himself around. The magnetic boots automatically engaged once his feet hit the hull of the base. He could bitch about the queasy feeling in his stomach and the labored breathing, but the view was immaculate. The base it’s self was more like a small city that covered a mile in every direction. In addition it expanded upward in a confusing pattern, that looked a kid had gone wild with Lego blocks. But the view of Earth was the real ticket. God knew, if the Marines hadn’t crushed him into diamond tough lump of man, 2534 would have cried the first time he peered down the blue ball. When the skies were clear on Earth, he could see the continents. When they faced the dark side, the lights on Earth could be seen. It was just like being on Earth looking up at the stars. Don’t get 2534 started on the stars. He thought about them all the time. Deep down he was a big dreamer although, the marines suppressed too much creativity and dreamy talk. But it was a childhood mentality that made him switch from ground forces to space duty. Plus, Space Marines were the baddest muther-effers in the solar system. Oora.

Marine 2534 trudged back and forth all over the hull of the base. When we had to walk up the walls at an angle, then upside down, his stomach felt like it was taking a beating worse than in basic training. The base extended so high that it broke the distance where the moon’s gravity pulled on his mass. He was sweating inside his suit from the hike up the base. He was now patrolling the top level of the base, upside down. Although, the distance from the moon alleviate the queasy feeling. There really was no up or down at that point, but it still didn’t feel right.

A radio transmission came through, playing directly in his helmet. “Workman afloat! Workman afloat!” This meant that someone doing maintenance or another civilian duty, had broken away from their harness and was adrift in space.

Marine 2534 responded, “what’s the location?”

“Satellite receiver station 001835.”

2534 ran to the first marker written on the hull. Serial numbers marked their location. “Control, I’m close to that marker on the opposite side of the branch.” Branch was how they described the tunnel like sections of the base extending out in space, sometimes to nowhere. “How fast are they going?”

“Marine 2354, technician Corden, has drifted from his station. He is moving slowly you should be able to retrieve him.”

“Roger that command. I’m reaching the emergency pass through. Stand by.” Marine 2534 reached a circular port that looked like an anus. He stood still for a moment and a the border lit up green. The port opened below his feet and 2534 fell into an air lock, which then opened into a zero-grav tunnel inside the base. He floated for a moment and tucked his knees into his chest, then held them tightly with his hands. As he floated opened a small sliding piece on the index finger section of his glove. A red button popped out of the outer side of each finger. The buttons were the thrusters to the jet pack on his back. “Ready command.”

The port at the other end of the tunnel opened up. Marine 2534 was shot out of the base like a canon ball. These ports were normally used battle situations when soldiers had to engage enemy attackers. 2534 barreled out into space, spinning faster than the g-force test he went through in the academy. The trick was, knowing when to use his thrusters. He couldn’t see when he passed the technician, so he would have to estimate. If he stabalized too early, he would not have enough fuel to chase after him. 2534 let himself canon ball out for almost a full minute, knowing his velocity was high and we would most likely blow by him.

First he initiated the left thruster, made himself spin in one direction. Once he had one direction, he engaged the right thruster. This got him to stop spinning. In seconds he looked around and located the technician. In combat, a marine was required to expel and stabilize in under thirty seconds. The floating man was a good distance behind him, but not directly in his line back to base. 2534 would have detour to his left twenty meters to get in his path then make the intercept.

2534 made his first acceleration slowly, if he passed the technicians line of trajectory, he would not be able to intercept him. If he didn’t get him the first time, he may not have enough fuel to catch him. 2534 came into his path slowly, with only seconds before impact. He slammed on both thrusters, full power, spearing the technician in the gut. He couldn’t hear him, but 2534 was sure he knocked the wind out of him. But if he needed to overcome the civilians velocity in order to get them both moving toward the base.

They both hit the hull with a hard thud. 2534 saw vomit inside the man’s helmet. He held him as tight as possible until they made inside the base again. He floated in the air lock chamber thinking, another fucking day in the office. 

Disaster Movie (Non-Fiction)

I rolled out of bed around eleven o’clock. The past six days had been filled with early morning shifts, working at T.J. Maxx. Sleeping in felt like laying on clouds in heaven. Immediately I made my way into the bathroom for my half hour shower. I am a person that is morning impaired, it’s a long process getting my system running.

Down stairs there was a special treat waiting for me in the fridge. Left over salt fish and plantain I had cooked for dinner last night. First thing is first, I put on a pot of coffee. Damn that thunder and lighting last night was wild, I thought. How the salt fish and plantains would warm up was unknown. It had been a couple years since I made the dish. Into a pan with a little olive oil to keep from burning it went, the smell was just as fresh as last night.

My cell phone began to buzz in my pocket repeatedly, the screen read ‘Grandma’. I was expecting her call. She was at my aunt and uncles house, today we were going to drive toward each other and meet half way so I could bring Grandma home.

“Hello”.

“Hi Ryan”.

“Hey Grandma, how’s it going?”

At first she started to just chat with me as if she called for no reason at all. But then she got around to what I knew to be the reason for her call. “Are you ready? We will be leaving in a couple minutes.”

I wasn’t quite ready, I still had to eat my breakfast and clean up the house a little. My breakfast, I had almost forgotten about. It was a little burned but not bad. I turned off the burner and made up my cup of coffee as we talked.

“Yea, I’ll be ready in a half hour or so.”

“Okay, try to leave soon because we’re leaving in a few minutes.”

“I will. I’ll meet you guys there in a little while.”

I ate up my delicious Caribbean breakfast and did some quick clean up. Looking at the thermometer outside, which read eighty degrees hanging in the shade, I changed into shorts in a tank-top. Grabbing the garbage on the way out the door I was on my way to get on the road.

I live in Plattsburgh in upstate NY, very close to Vermont. My aunt and uncle live near Albany, NY, the capital. It was roughly three hours between the two, we planned to meet in a small town named Warrensburgh. My aunt and uncle had a camp site there and wanted to check about some weather damage.

About an hour into my trip the boredom was starting to get to me. The scenery was beautiful, but I’ve made this very trip hundreds of times. It was fairly sunny but kept raining on and off. I hadn’t had any of my own music, I was driving grandma’s car which is newer and better for trips. She doesn’t make the trip on her own anymore because of eye problems. I started scanning the radio stations, but when driving through the mountains they were mostly static. I stopped on a democratic talk show, coming out of Harvard in Boston. After they were done talking about the race for presidency, I moved on. I flipped past the weather report, feeling like they were about to say something important. This is always how disaster movies start, I thought. The main character usually turns off the news right before the reporter starts discussing the impending dangerous situation.

I arrived in Warrensburgh and pulled into the Mcdonalds where we agreed to meet. I hate this place. I guess I could ask them if they serve anything that is not crap. The three of them sat at a table near a window so I could see them while walking in. I greeted them and talked for a moment before going to the bathroom. They had thought a car matching grandma’s drove by so they had tried to call about ten times. I never got any of the calls, when you drive through the mountains your phone never works.

They had been waiting for about twenty minutes and were already eating. I got myself an angus burger and joined them. I should be able to sue them for false advertisement, because the dried piece of crap between those buns was not angus beef. Half went in the garbage and I was annoyed with myself that I had wasted the money. I knew Mcdonalds served nothing but crap. We talked a little about grandmas trip that she was returning from and other random things. We parted in the parking lot while switching over grandmas luggage to her own car.

First we stopped for gas. Simultaneously the radio made that god awful sound, marking an extreme weather report, and my father was calling my grandmothers phone. I listen to the radio for a moment before getting out to get gas. They were warning of severe thunder storms and a tornado watch in Vermont. Vermont was really only fifty miles or so east from us. All of Vermont and Northern New York was in a severe thunder storm and tornado watch. A tornado had been spotted somewhere over the lake. I got out and pumped the gas while grandma talked to my dad. When I got back in she told me he was calling us to warn us about the weather report.

I got on the road heading north from the direction I just came. Already I could tell the weather had done a one-eighty turn. The sky was dark and cloudy. Not ten minutes on the road and it was raining. It was similar to on the way up, off and on, but more frequent now. Another report came on the radio with that awful sound. This time they added on the possibility of flash floods in the area.

“Flash floods can occur suddenly. Rivers, creeks, and water ways, will rise suddenly. Bridges, ditches, and road sides will be overwhelmed. It only takes a couple inches of flowing water to carry a car away. Most deaths from flash floods occur in automobiles. Be safe, don’t risk it, turn back.”

That message was less than comforting. But I was not about to stop driving, it didn’t look that bad out. My grandma pointed to a cloud up in the sky. “Watch that one,” she said as if we could guard it.

“Yes. You watch it” I teased.

“No Ryan, I’ve seen them form,” she said, referring to tornados. “They start coming together just like that and then they touch down to the ground.”

I understood what she was saying, but was felt it very unlikely we could have a tornado in the mountains. Usually the mountains themselves are what prevent them, that is why the west has so many in the flat lands.

The skies became dark again and the rain poured down the hardest yet. The windshield whippers worked diligently to clear a view. Still I could barely see more than ten to twenty feet in front of me. With no warning we entered what looked like the aftermath of a disaster zone. The road was covered in mass amounts leaves, pine needles, bushes, small branches, and sticks. The ride became bumpy all-of-a-sudden. Even though there was nothing threatening in the road, some Canadians driving in front of me slammed on their brakes. I was traveling at a little over seventy miles an hour. They slowed to fifty in a matter of seconds. Luckily the rest of the road was clear and I passed them, bumping over the debris. We looked over and saw a number of small trees had been knocked over in the island between the two highways. I couldn’t be sure if wind had taken them down or if lighting struck.

Me and grandma went on for a few minutes about what we saw. It was clear some really extreme weather had just barely missed us. I didn’t say so, but if we had been on that stretch just a little sooner, our trip could have been very different. However, I was not ready to believe I was starring in a disaster movie yet.

Shortly after getting away from the destructive scene, another warning message came on the radio. The message listed all the counties in Vermont that were being threatened by tornados, and mention upstate NY as well. Before the message was over, the rain kicked in full force again. It seemed more like layers of the ocean being dumped down on top of us.

“I’m putting the four-ways on,” grandma said. “It makes us more visible”.

I punched the button before she found it. As bad as it was, I wasn’t very worried. It was rainy yes, but nothing to suggest any real danger. I could see well enough to stay in my lane and know what was in front of me. As long as my sight was fine and the wind didn’t push me around, we would be fine. While the skies cleared and the rain let up, we noticed another disturbing scene. The highway was being flooded with water. The rain was not quite as thick, but the roads were covered and everything on the sides was washing onto it.

“It must be flooding. We’re driving up a slope and the roads are still covered in water.” I found this to be impressive. There was at least an inch of water running over the road. The words of the weather announcer came into my mind. ‘It only takes a couple inches of running water to carry a car away.’

“Ryan, take the cruise control off. It makes it easier to hydro plane.”

I wasn’t quite sure if she was correct. I didn’t see how having a constant velocity rather than a varying velocity could make one more likely to hydro plane. I tried to recall briefly go over what I had learned in physics, but I simply turned it off anyway.

We were glad to get out of the flooded section. The more north we went the clearer the skies became. “Yea, see it’s getting nicer. It was fine in Plattsburgh when I left and got worse as I came down. I think we’ll be okay from here,” I said.

We passed the sign saying, 35 Plattsburgh. That meant as my speed we would be home in a little under a half-hour. I shook off the disaster movie idea completely and decided we were home free. That was until the sky became black as night, with clouds forming a line like the border between a benevolent land and a violent land. At about the same time another warning message came on, a streak of bright lighting shot down into the mountains. It wasn’t far from us at all. Maybe a mile or two. The sky to our right was especially dark, but the rain was only moderate. Heat lighting could be seen rumbling through the clouds.

We were on the home stretch, only a couple exits from Plattsburgh. I was not nervous at all, until I was passing a semi-truck. The roads were covered in water again and we were again traveling up a slope. The road had two grooves worn down from heavy traffic. The water traveled down them like funnels. The car moved side to side slightly without my moving the wheel. I got passed the truck and immediately moved to the other right lane where the grooves were not as strong. Further down the road I suddenly started to slow down.

“What’s wrong” grandma asked?

“Oh just a little sliding,” I said calmly moving back into the right lane and slowing my pace. I was trying not to let on that for the past mile we had been hydro planeing on and off.

“I told you. This is when it happens.”

Arriving in Plattsburgh I shluffed off the worry. We had made it home and into town. I decided we were not in a disaster movie, it would have made a boring movie if we made it home. It was only drizzling in town, but the warning at still on for the rest of the day.

As I am sitting at my table writing this piece, the skies are lightly rumbling, rain pouring down periodically, threatening to become something greater. But as I said. I’ve decided, I am not in a disaster movie.  

Life as a Space Marine (The start of a micro-fiction series)

On a moon base, time is run on a twenty-four hour day. They had tried expanding the calender, but it seemed soldiers were already worked to the limits of the human body. The hours of the day don’t matter, because Command can make a soldier work as much as they want. When living in a base, the rise and set of the sun is meaningless. Only time the sun could be seen was when leaving for a mission.

Roaring jet engines fumed out, propelling the morning transport shuttle. It carried the overnight civilians back to Earth. Sound can not travel from space into the base, so the noise is not an issue. But when the launch pad for the transport ships are directly outside the barracks, the bunks in the quarters vibrate like an overactive sex toy. Space Marine 2534 was jolted out of a sound sleep. One second he was deep in a wonderful dream of standing on solid ground, the next he was bouncing off his own bed. His teeth chattered until he shut his jaw tight. Two minutes is a long time, when they are the your first waking moments. Once the shaking stopped, 2534 slapped himself in the face a couple times. He had to find a way to let out the steam building up between his ears.

2534 stripped back the thin standard issue sheets, that couldn’t keep burning steel warm. The standard quarters for moon base was eight by ten feet. It was exactly the same size as a prison cell. His bunk mate was rolling over, trying to return to sleep. It was half an hour before the alarm that woke them up everyday. That was the nail is his balls, being woken up just before he had to be.

The door slid open automatically as he walked into the bathroom and stood over the toilet. 2534 did not wear any pants to bed, only a tank top that barely fit around torso. He needed to take a dump but the private toilets were so small his cock laid in the toilet water. His hose drained into the toilet before he stepped into shower. His member swung in between his legs half way down his thigh. In the marines, soap was too much of a luxury. Instead standard issue for washing was simply chemical sand that scrubbed and burned away the dirt. Shampoo did not exist because every marine was required to have a shaved head. That didn’t stop them from getting oily or dry scalps, and occasionally lice.

The hot water shut off automatically after seven minutes, which was a blessing from the original four minutes. The water was made from their recycled piss, so quantity was extremely limited. Every month more fresh water was shipped from earth, but it was never enough. If a soldier was not properly groomed during non-combat time, his work load would be doubled. It’s not that they cared at all what they looked like, it was an extreme lesson in discipline. The service didn’t dispense shaving razors anymore, they simply required soldiers shave with their combat knives.

After his shave, he injected himself with stamina enhancers, then chemicals to keep him from throwing up in the zero gravity connectors between buildings. His boots were too small, when the silicone liner molded too his feet, it felt like they were being crushed by a trash compactor. The shiny onyx armor made him sweat like when a ship flew close to the sun. All day it would make him itch, but it was impossible to do anything about. The helmet could be carried until after breakfast, then only taken off for meal times.

Today was 2534’s turn to do sentry duty on the surface. As long as he had been serving in space, it still made him sick as hell when we walked upside down, with the magnetic boots, under sections of the base. Being in space, there really was no up or down, but it was the mental concept that made him sick.

2534 walked down the hall carrying his helmet under his arm. He thought to himself, I swear if they give me mineral gruel, petri dish grown “egg”, and that drink that looked like oil, he was going put a hatchet in head of the cook. All he wanted was anything that was real. He got in line and got his plate slapped with mineral gruel. Fuck this day.

There was a time when it was hard to breath. But I just keep reminding myself, it’s almost over. 

The Recesses of My Mind

There is a place so beautiful

Like being embraced by barbwire

Comforting by screams of agony

A viable home for the neurotic

A hide away for the barely sane

.

Walls dripping blood

With messages written on them

Words of terrific degradation

Tactile sensation is given

Through regular lashings

Razor blaze flogging

Is the savoring release

Of a variety of plagues

.

When you come here

You give up your happiness

You give up hope

Common sense is an enigma

Right and Wrong are just

Meaningless glimpses

You crave being the master

Of your own subjugation

.

I only pray that

You do not become

Trapped here as I am

It’s Only Love

Don’t be afraid

It’s only Love

.

Jump in with both feet

eyes closed

hands raised in the air

.

Don’t ever flinch or cover

Don’t worry or wonder

Don’t look for something to catch you

.

Just believe that I believe

That this is love

The love that makes people fly

That connects stars in the moon light

Love that warms hearts in cold nights

.

Your chest is beating

Stomach turning

Head hurting from racing

There is a tremble in your limbs

.

But just hold on to me

Believe that I believe

Give your soul

The chance to soar

I promise there is no falling

.

Don’t be afraid

It’s only Love

It took me a life time

To realize the preciousness 

Of a baby

We are born not aware

Our parents had lives before us

Wen we grow up

We celebrate having our own lives

Destined to play the role

Of parents our selves

Each stage so

Beautifully different

It can be difficult

To see it all as one cycle 

I want to taste all that you are

In one immaculate kiss

Our saliva creating 

A unified bond

My heart

To your

Heart 

The History of Lies

They always come at the most obvious times

In the most cliché fashion

Taunting your sensibility

Cracking your perception of reality

.

They never announce themselves

But they could not be more apparent

Everyone sees them coming before you

Reading the events back in your mind

It all seems so clear

How could you have been so blind

.

Love and lies sleep together

In a passionate sweat soaked slumber

Breeding defilement and disaster

.

It’s not the lies that break you down

Shatter your mind

Leave you feeling empty inside

It isn’t the lies that

Bring waves of anger

Crashing against your heart

Beating down trust and dignity

.

No

It is the TRUTH

The truth is what collapses

All the illusions you fell in love with

It’s the truth that wipes away

The film of ignorance over your pupils

.

It’s the truth that strikes the deepest

It’s never the lies that hurt  

Why Does it

Why does it have to be this way

.

I stalked the streets late at night

At home in the alley ways

Gun tucked in my pants

Death is always a chance

Breathing in poisonous fumes

Degradation was my best perfume

.

Why does it have to be this way

.

I’m shunned everywhere I go

Can’t control my anger

I just let it go

They say I lack common sense

Beating my head against the wall

Leaving stress filled dents

.

Why does it have to be this way

.

The tears keep falling

And I keep balling

But I can’t cry the crack out of my system.

I can’t stop the voices

Influencing my choices

.

Why does it have to be this way

.

Am I just crazy

Or did a higher power forsake me

Living in a cycle of insanity

Working with faculties

That the gods handed me  

One day

I will taste success

In my cigar

Breathing in the auroma

Of accomplishment

Comforted by soft shirts

The fabric of maturity

Standing on my own land

Under a full moon

Giving due gratitude

To the Gods